I have no courage to face the next seconds, the next minutes, the next hour, the next day. If i just could stop the the time, maybe this is the time. The time when i have nothing to proud of, the time when i feel so empty, so alone like there's no one understand me.
Then, for what i live?
Just to follow what next i will receive, with all of this emptyness. I think i'm not proper enough for everyone, moreover for God,,maybe He hates me so much. I'm so scared of Him.
This is time when i have no hopes, i have no dream and i don't know what i want for my future. I just go with the flow. Everyday i wake up just because i have to wake up not because i want to wake up, i smile just bcoz i want people think i'm normal, i work because this is what i normally should do, and i sleep bcoz i want to forget all the problems.
Then for what i live if everyday just give me emptyness?? I'm tired to pretend that i'm allright, it's so hurt when i have to laugh when my heart cryin'.
Then, for what i live?
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